Compassion Personified

motofone F3 when ur angry with her . throw it 2 the wall when ur fed up of seeing the display say network busy or call failed , throw cell down , n jump on it . n still it ll work , this bloody thing is meant 4 me oly , 4 me who gets angry @ the drop of anything .. The MOTOFONE F3 uses the SCPL technology which is probably the next big thing coming from Motorola to roll out thinner and thinner handsets day by day. The phone is just 100% dedicated to calling and talking on it for hours. It is sleek, great to hold, simply superb audio quality and above all great network catching capability. The MOTOFONE uses very little power thus enabling it to go on for hours and hours. The SCPL - scalpel is the next advancement to the RAZR which reduces the thickness of the phone to half.

scene 1 , act 2 sat left home at 4pm went saw shiamak davars dance pgm , was sexy full of energy the dancers were.. n n the costume was more like all dance bar type .. now dont come n hit me ok then at 730 went 2 ccd 2 meet my frenz met em watchd so calld babes , then went 2 dinner on infantry road .. had tht n then bk 2 ccd scene 2 act 4 was bout 1130 pm , then we went2 mg road , went 2 lake view n had sandwich n fruit salad with i scream , slurpp slurpp.. then again was talkin talkin , smokin smokin , frenz i mean then went off 2 indira nagar at 2 am , frenz place ,4 of us spoke oly bout kuwait till 5 15 am , no sleep even 4 a min, then went 2 the airport n had garam garam boost , yes boost then we plannd 2 go 2 kamat on mysore road witch is 65 from airport calld up six ppl n we met up on mysore rd n then rode in the cold cold weather near ramnagar my bike went kaput kartik was riding it n he gaat scared as 2 what happnd then wot 2 do no tension , gone means gone thats all...

what does this pic say 2 u ? try holding on lets c?, therz an open end.. jus walk out of a shower n logd on 2 update this page , n the next thing i hear is a piece of me , i canT be wHom U xPect me 2 B..im me in my own way , each ones different , thats y there was something as opinion created , else it would have bin unanimous everywhere... iv hated reading novels n etc etc n maintaing a diary all my life , never done it al ma life , dunno y i write ma blog , i dont c as 2why i come bk 2 it n update it ?i dont have answers 2 some stuffs .. I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes... Every step that I take is another mistake to you I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming this all I want to doIs be more like me and be less like you Can't you see that you're smothering me Holding too tightly afraid ...

was a thursday mornin .. lazy mornin got up , kartik calls up n says lets go somewer .. wher is somewher?????? oh yeah... hw bout pondy n chennai for somewher .. things jus happen left blr 2 pondy on thursday noon 2 ppl 1 bike pockets filled , bags packd.. we r on the move left home at 1 , reachd hosur at 230 .. wowwwwwwwwwww i love hosur road , thats 1 bloody shitty **************** road ... then filld 4 500 rs , then reachd pondy by 8 in the nyt searchin 4 a room . bookd 1 , then off 2 the beach at ten thirty , lovely place , the roads , old old white white buildings , n ya sexy importd ppl 2 .. bk 2 room . got up at 9 . then 2 beach again ,n roam around pondy then left 2 chennai on ecr ... whats ecr? east coast road .. the road runs along the sea .. lovely windy breezy ride , amazing roads .clikd so so many pixu .. then went 2 mahabaliprm , 7th century shore temple , nice it was ,beautifulll then after that calld up chennai frenz n told em that i ll be comin so reachd by 430 n had l...

time how do u define time ? is it just a clock or a watch that has few needles or does it have a complete different meaning written all over it n we are not able 2 read it . there are times when ur laughn out so happy jus so happy that u dont realise whats happening around u , ur tummy starts paining .. thts hw much u enjoy .. those are the good times 2 cherish , 2 remember .. n there are times when u got 2 make some decisons whether u like it or not , u need 2 do it for somebody sometimes , its all a part of the game , happens , its just the situations that make u into doing such things , u dont do it coz u like it , u do it coz u are made 2 do it or u have no choice . i dont blame mistakes on ppl , i feel its the tricky situations n times that make u take such decisions , ppl invent so many new gadgets evey now n then .. y dont anyone invent a gadget that washes ur memory off bout some stuffs, n let u keep wot u want .. y not something that changes time that passed by ???? santa

i dunno wot 2 start off with , all i know is that there is somethin in my mind now that i wanna write down , n listenin 2 the songs as always . okies here i go ... how safe do u think u are ? i mean around the ppl u are ? y do u trust them ? wot makes u do things that they want u to ? have u observed that many a times its the ppl whom u never expected will help u out when ur in a fix. y is that ? where are the ppl whom u relied on the most n expectd 2 be ther 4 u always?????? whose carried u bk home wen uv drunk a lot ?. whose gifted u things on ur birthday what uv wanted but never asked for ? whose the 1 whose made u coffee or taken u out 4 tea when its rainin or cold outside? how many times have u played in the rain n had friends not scolding u , but instead sayin , hey wait up m comin 2 join u .. u rememeber the times when ur bored @ home doing nthn , u call ur frenz up n wonder wot 2 do , n u decide for 1 hour wot 2 do ,n finally land up doing nthn ... times when sat on the wall n...

was doing nthn @ home when drunkdriver(kartik) came home , he said he hadn ridden for long , so i told him wou;d take him for a small ride so sent him bk 2 get his dg cam , at 1 we met up near home , headed 2 my college on dodballapur rd , filled fuel n then went in the small small village roads . went 2 rajanukunte , took a left turn n from there bout 15kms was hesarghatta , the roads are bad ( thts wot i like) the road is pretty scenic , fields on both sides . greenery all over . stoppd , took some pix then reached hesarghatta went 2 taj kuteeram , ask for a coffee , n he said one thirty plus taxes , al i cud do was give him a big smile n say , oly huh? then rode again thru amzin scenic places , its 2 gud 2 even talk bout . gotta c it. then went 2 one more resort , jus lookd around n bk again 2 base camp . small ride but first on my new bike , liked it santa

kms -800 plus by bus ppl - 35 days-2 route blr-tumkur-shimoga-sagar-jog falls-gerosoppa-honnavar-murdeshwar-iduganji temple-kollur-sagar-shimoga-gubbi-tumkur-blr bin 3 years together , n the oly place that we had gone together was talkad , shivanasamudra, n one dumb power plant. so finally decided that we ll go 2 the places that i mentioned in the route 27th nyt , at bout 8 few of us met up at mekhri n cbi bus came , we boarded n proceeded 2 nes , so many of em were thre. we broke the coconut n we left from there . was 930 by then then went 2 yeshwantpur n picked up suji mam n her 3 frenz. music in the bus , we enjoyd , singin playing antakshsari etc etc. each one shoutin like crazy .ead reachd kamat @ dabaspet , had dinner , then bk 2 same old story , bus , singin . that antakshari went on till 2 am , n at 2 ppl slept , i was not sleepy at all , went n sat in drivers cabin . then contd 2 shimoga n sagar , then reached jog falls at exact six am , me hadn slept 4 a min also . then w...

all of us are different , be it we are siblings or partners or friends or foes or any 1 for that matter . each one finds his/her happiness in different things . there are ppl who find it great when they sit under the moon light gazing at stars n nothin to distrub them , some ppl love it when they look down from the plane at 10000 feet above ground , but some who aint happy with that also , they prefer takin a parachute n diving down n makin a landin where the wish 2 , n not wer the plane lands . thts freedom . making ur own decisions , living life the way it has to be lived , out in the open , some love trekking n mountain climbing , look at me , m one who just cant bear cold temp , n there are freaks who love climbin mighty everest at sub zero temp , n reach the top n feel like god . being there at 29000 feet , n planting a flag . thts life. thts truly achievin somethin . went as high as we cud reach , wot bout ppl who live their life diving at depths of bout 1000 odd meters in orde...

been lingering in my mind for the past few months that i wanna go away far far somewhere on a ride . i wanna be alone , feel n live the fun over the mountains n terrains that i love . i feel incomplete or left out without a few things , i want a 4 mp digi cam , a 4gb nano ... i wanna go up north karnataka on my bike , with my bag tied behind , my music player plugged in , cell 2 keep in touch with ppl , n a cam in my left jacket pocket 4 me not 2 miss a thing . i love fotography.but dont have the cash 2 buy 1 . pblm is that i am passionate bout biking , but again i dont earn myself 2 spend on things left right . i plan 2 go all over karnataka , wanna go soon .. iv done the same route last year . loved it . bangalore is got no beauty n nature @ all . evrything lies outside blr, karnataka is amazing place 2 visit . i wanna go, will go . its now or never , i dont wanna tour once m 60 . on my bike , i wanna go nw . i will save up cash , or earn it n go . ppl keep asking me y i go all such...

why is it that we get angry ? why is it that we burst out ? why is it that we always think that we know bout things , n finally realise wot or how much we actually know ? why is it that so many times , in a crowd we feel left out ? why is it that the smallest of things actually are the biggest of problem to us ? why is it that we know the importance of things only after we miss it ? why is it that we dont understand people that actually make a difference to us ? why is it that we make decisions hastily so many times and think over it later a million times ? why is it that we never get wot we actually ask for or wot we want ? iv always seen , u always get help from ppl , whom u never expected would help , n ppl whom most believed/expectd 2 help , dont actually even turn up . why ? when alone , they make u feel like u are god , but when in a crowd , the whole attitude towards u changes . why ? ppl are simple and down to earth when in need , but once attained a position , the way of speec...

happy tht i got my bike , startd it , n 2 my luck , pblms startd , not mechanical thou i pushed the bike, wasted time got tired fed up but wots the use . nthns gonna happen without solving the pblm will it ? trouble shot in the noon 4 2 hrs .. finally solvd it ,, then went gv bike n came bk. i hurt my leg kicking the bike a million times the batteryz gone , so no self starter killd time then got bk by bus .. lovd it with cool wind blowin at ur face .. diff 2 wot wen ridin n feelin ,, but its not always bout enjoyin alone .. had so so many gals in the bus thou ..

7th oct my mommaz budday she was the one who bot me my 180 cc bike n again on her budday oly , i got my 250 cc bike thx momma after workin on it 4 35 days , finally got 2 ride the beast .. amazin' is 2 small a word.. hard work got it bk me after so long.. all thx 2 venu sir me hadn had b'fast also, frm mrnin 2 nyt , workd , nyt me frenz had dinner gave em ride on my new born baby got bk home @ 0230 am me was happy bk achin after so much of work i dunno hw 2 write blog n al i do it my style

was jus another day @ work.. nthn happened much 2 day @ all the whole city was black out , dunno y , if there was power , i cud have fixed my bike up n got it up n running sad.. found out bout new sim n its offer , will pick it up in the morning.. will go 2 coll n come morrow , jus a visit.. n its my mommaz budday morrow..

today was a bandh , no buses , ricks , nthn the city ws empty n calm loved it tht way. went 2 play crickt in the mornin., n then went 2 fix up my bike which is in the workshop, we stripped the engine down , then it was 6 , had hirara(a drink avbl oly during ramzan ) then frend dropped me @ st marks rd , then walkd 2 shivaji ngr the bus stand was so damn empty , nobody @ all was so so mt ., waited 4 the bus 2 come , it was 730 , bandh was over .. bus came ,. ws feelin so so sleepy came bk home , thts all